I know I’m not a hopeless case
Remember
I said I could knock myself out lepas makan nasi? Apparently nasi lemak has the
reverse effect on me. Aku takleh tidur lepas dinner malam tadi. Not that I was
too excited for the 1st sahur atau aku ni tanak tidur. I just couldn’t.
And they say reading makes your eyes weary and make you sleepy. Not working. So at 4 I was still
reading and laying down n tossing and turning. Next thing I knew I woke up
minutes before the alarm goes off. (and I thought I missed sahur cos all these
while I never seem to hear my alarm. Tidur mati sungguh).
Few
seconds lepas aku call Arifin (which I couldn’t remember saying what or
sounding how anyway), mak’s number appeared on my screen along with Ayaka’s Real Voice ringtone, memekak pagi2 bute
sebelah telinga kanan aku. Yikes way to wake me up.
“Kakngah
ummi suruh bangun”. Suara bro6 yang macho (I could’ve sworn he sounded sebijik
macam suara bapak) kedengaran dihujung corong telefon. I could hear bapak’s
voice at the background, “diorang dah bangun dah agaknye tu” and I was still on
the bed getting only an hour max of sleep and groping the HP for the mic button
trying to figure out where the h* (ooops I promised myself I won’t curse this
month haha can aa? :p) the mic was kat HP ni with 1 eye closed and the other 1
peeking cos there’s too much light coming out from the screen. Haha dah bangun
pak?. If only he knew…*ngee*.
You
see, I need to talk loudly using this phone (or switch it on to speaker mode to
allow the other side to hear) due to some techy problem so that’s a real hassle
to do early in the morning. My brain doesn’t seem to want to follow my
instruction at this hour blergh. After
much probing and finally managed to find the speaker button and asking bro6
what they’re having for sahur I remember feeling down sbb dorang makan sedap
and here I am eating away cornflakes with honey and kurma cos I couldn’t be
bothered to eat any better. Bapak would normally make us all eat 3 dates every
morning and we’d groan (sometimes just for the sake of ‘mesra’ pagi2) and whine
and say “tak larat la ayah 2 je la yeh?” and in the end yupp you’ve guessed it
bapak won (if mak wasn’t around to finish up our last kurma la hehe). Now I’m eating 3 kurmas without having Bapak to coax me to. If only he knew I’m this obedient :p.
They
say that the spirit of the dead are free to roam to their loved ones bulan
Ramadhan ni. Al-fatihah untuk arwah atuk-nenek-moyang semua…(silently wishing I’d
get the chance to go meet nek ngah kat Kelantan tahun ni). Korang yang lain pon jangan lupe doakan jugak untuk yang dah pergi. Sejuk hati dorang tengok korang ingat dan berdoa untuk dorang, sementara dorang bebas untuk menjenguk ahli keluarga dibulan mulia ni…(^_^)
Pada
hari ini telah Ku-sempurnakan untukmu agamamu,
Dan
telah Ku-cukupkan kepadamu nikmat-Ku,
Dan
telah Ku-redhai Islam itu menjadi agama bagimu.
Surah Al-Ma aidah: 3.
September 13th, 2007 at 5:22 pm
this post made my morning
September 15th, 2007 at 1:54 am
glad to be of assistance bebeh
September 15th, 2007 at 3:31 am
wei. ko pakai tin aje la. asek tepon rosak je. aku takde duit laa nk beli hp utk besday ko.
September 15th, 2007 at 7:18 am
ko ni saje nak soh aku mencaci-merba tau. aku puase dr swear-men-swear nih jgn bg aku stat weh!